淑慧のDiary~♥

Aug 18, 2008 ♥ 5:38 AM

im starting to hate to go to slp..
i will start thinking alot alot..you're everything in my mind.
wanted to force myself to not think of you but i can't!
its really torturing.your smile,your voice,your angry face,
i can rmb clearly..it seems so real in my dream that you're still
there for me.
but in reality you're a stranger to me.Not even friends?
i tell myself to move on but i don't understand what is move on?

i could rmb the days we spent together .. the funny things
happened..your silly acts which nvr fail to make me laugh..
have you forgotten all this?

i really regret for not caring much abt you..im just selfish
and nvr spare a thought for you..
now that you've leave me i'm all alone ..

the guy who will keep me accompany on the phone everyday.
the guy who will tell me how much he miss me.
the guy who will tell me stupid jokes to cheer me up.
the guy who will bring me to places where he wanted to go badly
the guy who wanted to bring me to thailand end of this yr.
the guy who will bring medicine for me when im sick.
the guy who will buy me food when i'm hungry.
the guy who will hug me to slp and kiss me goodnight.
the guy who will do my work for me.
the guy who will buy clothes for me.
the guy who will run miles just because i wanted to see him
the guy who i love so much.. why did you change!
my tears kept dropping while im typing this post..

you know if i'm able to be granted with a wish ..
my only wish is you, nothing else..
even if i'm gone one day,my last wish is to see you.

from the day you left,my life is in a mess..
afterall,you're all i wanted

With Love,
Joanne.