淑慧のDiary~♥

Jul 29, 2008 ♥ 2:53 PM

yst was a sad day . didn't expect things will end so fast.
good things always come to an end , WHY!!
hais after crying for the whole night .
i tel myself, no point crying .. bcus things will still
be the same..what mine will be mine.
mian zhiang shi bu hui xing fu de.
i really dun wish to let him go just like that.
although we're only tgth for 1month +
but i really do love him alot.
today when i read back all the msges when we're still
not tgth yet .. i kept holding bk my tears.
they're so funny and sweet.
from then,i know u're the one who can give me happiness
i really miss those times.
still rmb when the first time i wanted you to call me.
u said u nid to store some courage before calling me
and frm the day onwards we talk on phone everyday
till late..i knew u're very tired but wei le pei me
u suffer ur sleep..
when i told u that im afraid when my mum off my light..
u pei me to talk till morning 5.45 am,when next day u still
nid to go work.
when i tell u i have difficulty doing my project..
u try all ur best to do the research for me.
when ur friends called u out. u reject them just to pei me.
the first time we met.u came to my place when i told u to..
slowly we are used to meeting each other.even when we're apart
for just a few hrs i feel that i've not seen u for a long time.
u brought me medicine when im sick , u bought me food in the mid-
night when i told u im hungry..
i told u i miss you and wanted to see you.u lied to me saying
you goin to bed.but u surprised me at my doorstep..
alot alot.. i really miss those days..
i don't blame him for making this decision. really
he had his difficulties and i've to understand.
i don't wish to stress him so i respect his decision though
im realli dun wish to.
i will wait . watever the ending will be like
i wun regret.bcus its all worth it .
its bcus of chemistry we get tgth..so i wun just gif up..
as long as u're still in my heart i will nvr stop
loving you !!

With Love,
Joanne.